emotions were unrecognized for him i didnt think i loved him did i? i dont know i love him as a friend? what was he to me friendly foe dangerous friend was he even a friend more as so a lover i don’t ******* KNOW i can’t speak my emotions being they are so complicated words may not describe how one feels about ones “friend” he’s just like me unable to describe ones emotions so in between themselves it’s hard to be themselves can i tell him maybe he will understand what if it starts an argument just like the last they got so frustrated at you don’t do it it’s too risking i’m gonna do it no i can’t yes i don’t know maybe yes NO “i love you”