Addicted to the pills Taking 'em several times a day I'm faded on the couch Staring at ceiling Trying to figure out why I'm even living Giving up on life Suicidal thoughts flowing through my mind Smoking every day losing the time Popping another pill or two Trying to escape reality Always in love But people keep hurting me I tried to survive and fight But I let the **** and drugs take over my life now laying on the floor Foaming out the mouth Eyes rolled back All because everything is going south Depression got the better of me so I turn to the drugs Writing music and poems But that wasn't enough People wouldn't listen Now look what happened I'm dying all because no helped heal my sadness No one bothers to care always saying "I'm fine" When really it's all a lie You look at the cuts on my wrist Seeing the lines and words curved in Tears in your eyes Your now upset because you didn't realize I was calling out for help But I got ignored instead Now my body on the floor I'm already dead 9-1-1 on the phone You trying to get me to wake up eyes all white My body twitching I'm getting lost in the darkness I feel numb, without feelings I can't feel the sadness Is this what death is like? It feels so cold and empty I don't see a light Trapped in a void But I can hear voices from afar "CLEAR," said the voice But there was no respond getting colder by the second My heart stops beating And my body stops moving The last thing I hear is "I sorry I couldn't help you-" Tears of a girl falling down her face I'm sorry baby I just couldn't take it anymore I let the pills take me away Overdosing on the floor is what was happening anyways (But at least all the pain will go away) .................