So sick, sick of the torment the shattered fragments of words spit from momentary rage. So sick, sick of the silence the endless dialogue running through my head to find nobody around to hear me out. So sick, sick of the lack of nothing being enough the void between where I am and where I want to be. So sick, sick of the questions the continuous banter that means nothing. So sick, sick of the ******* the tiresome surface which rarely divulges, more. I want more, more, but wants shall not be received.