that feeling that eats at the back of my mind
it scares me to death that in some way i might lose you
and everything that i have worked to build for us
any chance at me losing you in my life haunts the back of my mind
even if for a split second, or even a single memory
this feeling trying to surround my happiness with you
constantly fighting back with all the light i have
the sheer possibility that i could fall back to where i used to be
the scars that have long since faded