So judge
Judge the waitress flirting to pay her bills..
Two beautiful babies and preparing meals..
So judge
Judge the. Young woman that hAs all to prove..
Welding and more but pushed to move..
I wanna *****
I wanna fight it..
Built myself up just to be drug right down..
Now I am nothing in this little **** ant town.
So judge bc I loved the wrong man
But I took my beatings I know first hand..
Judge!
I fought for my children
Time and time again..
Had no one to turn to
So no one ever knew!
I was ashamed
I was to blame
But I got out
Now my family don't want to face me
All I kept from them they don't want to believe me..
They saw all the signs
Read between the lines..
I payed for my crimes
While my hero's ran in needed times..
I am freed
Found what I need
And I colapsed mentally
Bc no one was there for me
Depending on my family..
Still playing the mother roll
Doing my best while my babies grow..
I am a failure
A monster..
The depth of this creature..
Not even I understand
I just know I am doing the best I can
My brave son and my precious little girl is the future in me..
And alone I'll will look back and see..
The strength behind my little family..