the morning after
i killed myself
i lost everything and
gained only what i
ever did for the almighty
never had i thought i
would do this to myself
the pain, the hurt
it did convince me easily
no one ever believed my gut
neither did i, but
this time i did and
now i'm here beyond these clouds,
neither in heaven nor in hell
just stuck in the middle as always
now i'm here in the middle
wishing i could unkill myself