he introduced us and he's gone
and i'm falling out of love with you
it's insane to want to get rid of the last bits of him
there is so little left
maybe that's why i want to leave
why i haven't called his parents in months
why i spend all my time counting
calories, dollars, weeks, hours
i wonder if everything we weathered together,
wore us down instead of bringing us closer
sanded the pieces of us that used to click together
maybe my love for you is the price for moving past this horrible *******. year