I acknowledge the consequences of keeping you,
my mind implies too many things
and my heart says otherwise-one thing.
Had i not hugged,kissed and touched you the last time we met
perhaps my theoretical decision would come lightly,
because when  put in practice,i die of the good memories.

If you could stop mesmerizing me now,
possibly i will walk away and let you go..


But yet i blame you for misleading me,
i came into this relationship without LOve-Proof
and luck was on you,
you shot me into my ***** interest
and i drowned in a pool of blood.


Now that you have disclosed every hindering detail,
i can tell by the tone of your voice ,that you are unhappy.
i know how much she means to you and
how passionately you love her,
she is family,
and family comes first.

So you claim to love me,yet  you filled with guilt and remorse.
I desire to know why did you get involved with me to start with..
Now you drop a bomb on me and expect me to tolerate this crap???

Sorry i loved you more than necessary,
you were spot on as per say; "i don't deserve you"
indeed you don't..

I miss you ,yet i must accept reality,pack you out of my purse and move on..>>>

~LoVE CeCE~