a fast dehydrating route between two towns I didn't/don't want to stop in.
I know the drunkenness of disbelief: i) bouncing off objects; ii) trying and failing to move a weight; iii) reasoning to a crash test dummy; iv) eating a small portion from an edible bowl; v) knocking up jokes to the disdain of mutes.
I don't know what it would have been like to have never heard, when any words strained me into a pretending that pride could later march into the courts.
I couldn't care about tomorrow when I am as convinced as any other resistance-of-the-past,
nothing so heroic as martyr, just a bad advertisement for tough meat .
this isn't me,
of course,
I am some nothing,
narrating,
cool breezes don't remain effectual for my eternity,
but this might be a story worth acting in,
one where my laugh falls from my skull into my stomach,
one where I finally see myself die, if not because I'm an interesting character, but because I made the transition into one: somewhat plausibly.
one where the audience had left or never arrived and I was shouting so loudly I hadn't been informed.