She wakes again in blinding sunlight From gentle dreams of black and white She hides her eyes, embraces her plight Her breath laced with the gin of last night
Hair knotted, lips cracked, she smells like smoke Cigarettes for breakfast make her choke She still sometimes laughs though she's the joke She's tired, she's wasted and her heart's broke
She watches in silence and dreams her days Chiming the hours as she wasted away She gave up her virtue to feel loved for a day She's playing her part in her dreamers ballet