There are days so dark I can’t see light anywhere
There are  days that no grass grows from the ground
There are days that seem hopeless
Days that I watch the black sky rise above me
I don’t want to do anything
I just want it to swallow me
To end me
As l lie down in this barren ground
I just want to stop existing
Because I see no meaning in it in humans
There is no meaning in anything that could fill this dark void
this dark sky
This dark misery
And so I hear them come
Those dark horses
They circle round me
Their mane made of dark clouds
Their body out of fear
I can’t stand this
I hope a lightning trikes me
I silently beg for the strike that will end my misery
But it doesn’t happen
And so the horses crush my bones with their hoofs
Endless pain
Endless suffering
That’s life
Endless hurt
For a moment of happiness
So that is  the worth of the human world