Anticipation,
It's always worse at night
Everything is raw then. 
Analysis of a maybe,
of a someday 

When it happens,
I'm not going to speak, 
The relief that I know I'll feel. 
Because we both know, 
I'll ruin it. 

When it happens, 
I'm not going to think, 
About what I'm doing. 
Because we both know,
I'll ***** it all up. 

When it happens, 
I'm going to let go,
Fall 
ever so slightly 
because we both know,
It's the only way to go.