In silence, my words are swelling pressing against the sides of my skull, dying to spill from the corner of my mouth or the ducts of my eyes. But stuck to my palm is your sideways glance, rendering me listener as you drink in my thoughts, quelling my quiet anxieties before I part my lips. Of course, youβd never know this, so I owe you an explanation as to why sometimes I stare at my hands, smiling, and donβt speak.