I’m still in my home but I feel so far
My heart is sinking here in my body
Balancing my cards is simply too hard
And the metaphorical blackness inside has taken over me
The shadow spread over my heart
I feel I took one wrong move and it fell,
My house of cards.
It crashed over me
And left me
Stumbling in the dark
So now I am stuck
It hurts too much to push forward
It aches my delicate heart
My shadow heart
The heart in which supports the body
That made a false move
And let my house of cards fall.
Fallen on top of me,
But not seen as fallen at all.