so it begins
where i love you more than you
love me
and it was destined
to happen again
this is where "i love you, too"
starts to mean more than what you see

i keep spurting out these words
i know i smother you
i know i am disgusting
but your voice is the only one
i wish to have heard
say it to me, too
when my heart is left begging
but she is still your rising sun

i cant stop
with what i want to give you
i want
to love you
to death