R.I.P Larry (11 August 2017)

You know what hurt me the most,
Larry's last words dying on the phone,
"make it better with your dad, u know u love him son"
those words stuck in my head
the scars have begun,
don't think I'm writing for fun,
cuz I tried,
u turned your back like it was a lie,
Larry's last wish
I'd defied,
he didn't know the real you,
was that a factor,
through his eyes,
you were a caring chapter,
the very next page
and I was the laughter,
the very next day
was disaster,
Larry had passed,
I didn't do what he had asked,
when I told him I would,
deep in my mind, I was hoping I could,
deep in my thoughts, his words are still put,
deep in my heart
I hate you for good

Farther,
mother,
Brother,
sis,
someone pull me from the abyss,
Larry, I'm a sorry soul,
I tried for you but now I fold,
Farther,
mother,
Brother,
sis,
someone pull me from the abyss,
Larry, I'm a sorry soul,
I tried for you and I can't let go.