I am not depressed. I can still smile at pretty things. And laugh when jokes are funny. I can still talk to people. And enjoy nice days. But when I go inside, When I am alone, There is something broken And I fall into a sadness so sweet That it engulfs me. I look in the mirror and I don’t like what I see. And the tear always fall When I’m falling asleep And I miss everything that doesn’t exist. I am not depressed. I’ve just been sad for a while (and awful since I’ve born) But I can still find the light, Maybe in heaven, Maybe in your smile, Maybe in your eyes, Maybe if I die… But I can still smile ;)