Watching the rain come down ..
As thoughts run through my mind ..
You said we had forever ..
Made promises to me ..

The way you looked at me made me believe that tomorrow will be a forever ..
Your touch warm and tender ..
If I knew then what I know now I would've kept you closer for longer ..

You went away without warning ..
Without a goodbye ..
No explanation nor reason why ..

Questions running through my mind like a speeding car on the highway ..

My head losing control over reasons I dont know why ..
Your smile slowly fading away as time pass by ..
I hold on to them as hard as I can ..
But I find myself looking at a photograph where you smiled ..
Just to keep that memory alive ..

Hearing your voice in a few second voice note left the day before it all ended ..
Did I not hear the fear in your voice ..
Was I to busy not hearing you needing me ..

But I know that you are smiling down on me now ..
Even though i have a hard time remebering that beautiful smile ..
And the laughter of your voice lighting up the room ..
I know you love me from up above even more now than you did before ..

R.B