You steal the pain from my fevered brow temporarily
as I wash you down with the magic in my glass
then rock my world into hell and back with a newfound pain
when I awake and cannot find my ***

Still, I seek you constantly to numb me from my pain
to make me not feel this world I live in
then turn my world upside down in ruin and devastation
when I awake and feel the pain again

I love you and I hate you for what you do to me
this misery and ecstasy I have found
yet still I will not forsake you no matter what you do
I’ll still smile and wash you right back down

You have taken me to places, I said I would never roam
grinning as you watched me sell my soul
still I will not forsake you as I love you and I hate you
come on in, I will let you take control