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boundaries

by Zynphera

its all your fault, its all your fault its all my fault, its all my fault it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter we're both at fault here but go ahead and blame me, make me the villain it's because you never learned how to be chillin' or maybe i just never learned to care but if that's the case, how come you were never there? i think in that regard, its not fair i was there for you through thick and thin because if i didn't, you'd try to get under my skin and yet you've never been there for me quit spamming me on ig yeah, too busy talking shit about me to our friends but i've been called every single name under the sun so good luck if you're tryna have some fun coulda been friends but you wanted more wanted me to block you from the waves while i died on the shore So obsessed with who’s real and who’s fake In that case maybe you should take a double-take Only ever hitting me up when you’re lonely Stop thinking we homies when you don’t even know me Not even trying to get to know me beyond the surface Yeah, these conversations to me have no purpose Yeah got all these little boys tryna hit me up for affection Don't care about the real me, only the attention But boys don't get me wrong, just because I'm alone doesn't mean I need your fixation Alone but not lonely, yet the men I like don't like my complexion Unfortunate but it's okay, I'm looking for forever So before that, I gotta get better Acting like you’re the only one with issues Well guess what boy, everybody’s got a mountain of tissues Yeah, everybody’s got their problems But unlike you, they keep quiet and try to solve em Yeah I may be a psych major And you may think that works out in your your favour but friends ain’t being your personal therapist I met too many just like you, could make a list Yeah I ain’t tryna sound heartless but If you think that, then you don’t know me at all, case shut “I know you, you wouldn’t do something like that” Yeah, the real ones don’t need me to obsessively hit em back They respect my ADHD, yeah it’s a neurological disorder I was born with it, people like you always tryna change my borders They didn't even know about it beforehand, yeah they like me for me Even been there for me when I had to go through therapy Now you run your mouth around town Truth be told, you brought my mental health down When we were together, not now I’ve been called every name under the sun, running your mouth only makes you look like a clown Yeah I don’t like being bitter But truth be told boy, you’re a real vibe killer I’m always thinking about the big picture But you always make everything about you, like you’re some famous fixture Keep that in mind next time you complain about getting bitten Think about how you made a tiger out of this fluffy kitten
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Zynphera
20 / F
For You?
Written by
Zynphera
20 / F
Published
Nov 9, 2021
Time
4m
Notes

this has been sitting in my drafts completed since march 15 unpublished and i have no idea why? but it shall be freed now :D

please do not share any of my works without my permission!

Tags
#anger#boundaries#friendship#friends#sadness#trust#betrayal#lonely#alone#adhd
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