Late.

Alone, sitting
on my bathroom floor.

Oceans
streaming down
from my brown eyes.

Trying to stay silent.
Don't let them hear.

The music
playing on repeat.

Over
&
over
&
over
&
over
again.

Black drips onto the cold pale tile.

Salty.

My lungs begging me
to just
b r e a t h e .

(Over
&
over
&
over
&
over
it plays)

How foolish they made me feel.
For thinking I could be in love.

How human of me.

Ashamed.

Alone?

(Over
&
over
&
over
&
over)

Headaches,
searching for a solution.

How dare we exist within the same lifetime.

Tears eliminating my vision.
Distorted.

Drowning.
I don't know how to swim.

I reach out my hand.
Will you be there to pull me up?

Coughing up
my heart.

(Over
&
over
&
over)

The music will still play.
Growing louder or fading?

Once again
or never again?

What will we choose?

What's for the best?

What's for the best.

Over
&
over
&
over
&
over.