Toxins enter deep inside me
Gasping from the poison
My world begins to fade
Why do I exist?
This heart stone cold
Shutting everyone out
I want to be alone
Feeling sucked in
Losing the fight, within myself
Tears drop to the ground
As time has passed, remembering the lies
I believed you
No answers to these emotions
Gradually I’ve noticed a change
I’m not the same exuberant soul, perceived as a child
Memories drown me
My temper explodes into unexplainable pieces
Fed up with bewilderment
I tense as spiteful words are spit upon me
Of sound kind or mania
Craving acceptance
This is the bare minimum throughout my existence.