Toxins enter deep inside me

Gasping from the poison

My world begins to fade

Why do I exist?

This heart stone cold

Shutting everyone out

I want to be alone

Feeling ****** in

Losing the fight, within myself

Tears drop to the ground

As time has passed, remembering the lies

I believed you

No answers to these emotions

Gradually I’ve noticed a change

I’m not the same exuberant soul, perceived as a child

Memories drown me

My temper explodes into unexplainable pieces

Fed up with bewilderment

I tense as spiteful words are spit upon me

Of sound kind or mania

Craving acceptance

This is the bare minimum throughout my existence.