Invisible,
     I stare into a crowded room with laughter and fleet.
Invisible,
     I stand inside a multitude of jollity and upbeat.

A balancing act
Where frequently I fumble

     Between intense feelings of overwhelming deceit and hostile repeat

I buried my purpose

And here I watch each layer reveal an unsteady influence of hardship

     Through adapting to danger and reckless behavior

Impulsively I rise and overheat...

Slowing uncovering patterns of promising demise and retreat.

Invisible,
     I walk through shadows to subconsciously compete

Invisible,
     I dream I was you and not me.