Free ride
Fried to the core inside
Tried
To make me more afraid
Hide
Frightened of what might come out
Doubt
Mortified
To make me feel certified
In and out my life
I’m alright
And fine
Okay
K
I’m not
And yet keep telling
Repeating
How am I doing?
Answers
That I cannot retype
Words
I can’t rejoice
The noise (wake up)
That sounds so familiar
Memories
Clogging
Jamming (wake up)
Pounding
Banging
Slamming
What’s happening?
Brain was melting (wake)
Breaking
Freak train back on track (up)
Breathing
Steadily back and fourth
Steadily back and fourth
Rocking
Eyes slowly open
I peak
I blink
At last
It’s finally morning.