Extremely difficult with physical discomfort

Strenuous discomfort aligned with the collapsing hopes as I no longer dream,

Mental sulphuric acid burning every stride in this life of late, Soaking my calloused feet,

Heavily burdensome anxiety detours fainted paths, lungs deteriorating because I can no longer breathe,

Venomous visions blinding my sight with horrors, this perpetuates the mind of the unseen,

Pleading for Soulful appraisal, I find my value for a run down life devalued by the queen,

The torturous Agony beams upon my plight with fright as I lose sight, my eyes covered in shameful gasoline,

The desire within this fire until I'm retired, the scheming reaper revealed her trap door in the smoke screen,

Falling around circular, emotions broken down to cellular, broken spirit down to molecular, regret in every hit within this scene,

The pit filled with rotten distaste and remorseful discard, I'm drowning in others blood frozen in glycerine,

She's always winning which explained all her grinning, the beginning ended with my kenneling, I am just another sardine,

Laboring the harrowing contempt I'm found floating alive,
I'm dreadfully intertwined between deaths fingers inside,
This Arduous life gave me Malaise without a spiritual guide,
Because I believed her lies and was by choice gifted the obscene, to live unclean.