Ive been alone for about 9 years now. Hey i learned how to fight back my tears now. Dont worry alone ive learned how to fight my own fears now. I learned i can comfort myself. I learned that i dont need nobody ill be here for myself. I learned good mental health can come from me yes just me nobody else. Being alone aint so bad. Sometimes i may get sad and beat myself down but its always me who comes back around and helps myself up off of the ground. Its ok im alone been on my own so long its all i know. I probly pushed u away im sorry but i just need to find me underneath all this rubish. All this foolish debris i know the real me underneath there im just trying to see .if i Pull myself out alive just to see if ill still want to breathe. Well we'll soon see. Im my own project so sorry if im too busy working on me