I go through the motions. Commotion. I live in the moment. You notice? Broken.
I malfunction. Dysfunction.
What is wrong with me? Just want to be free. It's agony.
I cry. July. Descent. I resent. Myself. Repent.
All I want is to make You proud am I allowed?
I think I do... Maybe. Am I just a cry baby?
You claim "It's okay, I've got you. I hold you. I'll take your burdens." I struggle to discern that You are for me. Guaranteed. I can't get enough. Cause You don't bluff.
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