Today I went out on the balcony. I needed a breath. It’s been so long since I needed a breath. A breath without smoke coming from my mouth when I exhaled.
Just a breath.
I just needed a breath.
A breath.
Breathe.
Breathe.
It hurts to breathe. It hurts. My heart hurts, my head hurts, my everything hurts.
It hurts.
Just breathe.
It’ll be okay.
I miss him so much and it hurts.