I remember when we first got together. When it started with fireworks and butterflies and hope. When every touch and every kiss felt like a revelation. When love was our religion and worship our preferred pastime.
But now, it feels different; it’s all work, and money, and politics. I shy away from your kisses and pray your hands stay above the belt. And maybe it’s blasphemy to say this, but I feel like the magic is gone, like I’ve fallen out of love with you.
I’m wondering if I’m having a change of faith or just now realizing the sacrifice isn’t worth the settling, after all these years.
And I can’t tell which sin is worse —telling you or keeping it to myself, because either way, someone’s heart will be broken.