i feel restless and i pace the apartment,
i want to dance
i want to scream
i want to throw these glass bottles
off the balcony
i don't want to do anything. the music's playing and it's
good, very good. everyone
is sitting with their laptops, as if
             they aren't listening. maybe i should take something
                          just to calm down, to
get on their level.
no, i think, ride it. feel things.
feeling things is good,
right?