The rain plows leftover vapor off the street, and into the fawned sugar yard; it's almost spring, and your birthday is around every corner. For me, nothing can dull it, not even this smother of sun screaming into the blanket, or chilly gods that straddle the graves of the air - winter holdovers. We are paused. This gives me down a jag of ****** noses, & stain to salt my eye... but I still adore your new nails that pop scarlet, your cloud of hair, your count-coffee thoughts. I hope you don't mind that I can't always speak without this heart-warble, & that New York doesn't wait for us, not this year.