I was ****** at the doctors. I’m angry at everything right now, but more than anything, I’m mad at him. How dare he. He broke so many promises yesterday. He promised he would stay here. He LIED to me!!! He said he wouldn’t do that ****** surgery!! … …We, uh… we had the um… funeral. For Shiloh. I just… No one… I was the only one there. Nana didn’t even come. What the hell? Nobody shows up to your birthday, fine… but really? It’s a funeral!! But… Somehow, I’m not surprised… because… …The Peacock Effect: Who cares if you exist?