Beyond the shadow you settle for, there is a miracle illuminated. Brutally elegant, nestled in communal catastrophe. A dark star of rapt silence and intimacy. The kind that can quiet a room.
Every word is an edge. Textures, traits, shapes, gestures left smoldering in the air. An incandescent slice of fat hanging on a glint of enamel after breaking up a fight between stray dogs.
I don’t miss it. it lives on my nightstand with the other pieces I’ll never be ready to let go. After all, very little can mean a lot to the right people.
It’s not superstition if it works. Maybe I’ll never understand. Maybe I don’t need to. Because right now you’re looking up at me like you’re remembering who I am.
For the tirelessly articulate a loss for words is the greatest freedom of all.