My mind's on a roll, just want you to know.
I'm high on this high feeling burning my soul.

My head in the clouds, you seeing me now?
I'm up on this pedestal looking around.

Burning my cash, driving too fast.
Watching you struggle with me makes me laugh.

I'm feeling ok, no I don't want you to stay.
I'm seeing you ghost me so I walk away.


Rain in my skies telling me lies.
Telling me I need to sit here and cry.

Feeling defeated, my words were conceited.
I wish the things that I said could be deleted.

I am in pain. I'm feeling insane.
Only the scars of my actions remain.

I'm spiraling low, just want you to know
I drown in the depths of the well of my soul.


I'm high then I'm low, just a vicious cycle.
I chase it each day as I try to feel normal.

I feel ripped in two, both sides have been cut loose.
Up then back down, this cycle's my noose.

I'm back up again, wasn't part of my plan.
I'm trying to cope with it the best that I can.

It's the end of the light, I'll be restless tonight,
til tomorrow returns to bring back the same fight.