Harsh harsh harsh depth in my thoughts, i persistently question my self where did heads bump foreheads. as i sit on the edge of my arm-chair, recalling back,and my flash back do me no justice. As i write this poem, attempting to denote the contributing factor of the state of my mind. Harsh harsh harsh.. I console myself,i calm myself,i humble myself and take the blame.. to balance my anxiety, to balance my curiosity, and to settle the state of my mind.