Where is this road leading me?
There’s no fork in the road
There’s no left or right turns in the road
It’s just seem to be forever going into the unknowing.
I can’t see the end, is that good or is that bad.
There’s no light at the end of this long tunnel.
It’s dark its deep it’s narrowing closer upon me
Squeezing the life out of me
Is the end near will it ever appear?
I fear the end and what’s at the end and how near it really is.
What makes the fear?
Why does it make me stay where I don’t want to be
I see the door but I can’t seem to pull it open
I can’t seem to walk right through and out the other side, Why?
There is nothing here for me any more.
He sees right through me I am invisible.
The past I had with him disappeared along with all his memory of me.
I just want to be free from it all..
Free from the pain.
Free from the hurt.
Free from the worry.
Free from the lies.
Free from this bad dream I seem to be in.