I'm stuck between two places at once. The mist curls so indiscernably into the air I breathe. Which one is real? I've been here before-- this in-between place... I am a frequent visitor. I have come every morning since birth, and every night as well. It's too big to be a doorway, too small to be a field... This in-between space-- this in-between grove... yes! Grove! It welcomes me into waking, and guides me into dream. Sliding here and there, she seems longer than a second but shorter than a moment; She's ageless-- this mother of consciousness... this lover of dreams. She's the heartbeat between the opposites... the breath before the change-- wisps of in-between.
I couldn't sleep one night, and was trying to get myself to that point between sleep and consciousness so that I could slip into one or the other. I intended to slip into sleep, but the whole experience made me sit up straight in bed instead and rummage for a notebook to write down this poem. lol! needless to say, it took me quite a while to finally get to sleep.