You will never see me
when I'm
happy
dancing
laughing
singing

Or when I wear
that cute pink sweater
I bought just for cuddling
with you

Cuddling with you..
Something that we'll never get to do

~~

You will never see me
when I'm
f
a
l
l
i
n
g
down my darkest days
and crying while I'm half awake
at 2.

And I won't have you there to pick me up
& hold me tight or
tell me
"everything will be okay, my dear."

"Everything will be okay"
Something that we'll never
get to say

~~

You will never see me
when I'm walking down
bright city streets,
wishing you were here
hand in mine.

City lights & color-changing trees
and endless "I love you's"
whispered underneath
our sheets below
a rainy day

Slow kisses below a rainy sky,
Something that we'll never get
to do again