There you go again reaching for the drugs to alter this form of reality we both live in you talk to me so sweetly but when they wear off its an awkward exchange almost like we're two strangers You're not the first person to do this in my life I'm used to it I've come accustom to everyone close to me needing to alter the reality for one thing or another and I'm always caught in the crossfire And why does it still hurt all these years later why do I still fall for the person that is high why haven't i left them all behind but maybe I like the high a little more than you maybe its the you I get high off of