Shlomit remembers
the slaps at the back
of the legs by Mother’s
wet hand. Sins must
be punished, Father said,
lounging in the armchair
by the fire. She had
asked for more pudding,
milky, white, warm to
fill her small stomach,
the stinging hot flesh,
Mother’s hand striking
slaps one, two and three.
Straight to bed, none of
the stories, no supper,
no tea. She recalls that
dark room, the cold bed,
the smell of nightclothes
over worn, infrequently
washed, the aching head.
She remembers that more
than once, always that
hand wet, flesh exposed,
the slaps thrice, painfully
given, not nice. She recalls
the hand marks left behind,
red on white, carves or
thighs, the stinging sensation,
the shame of it all and them
arguing down the darken hall.