Why do I attract the same kind of men ?
Men that’s emotionally unavailable ?
Men that’s after something ?
Men that look down on me
Why are men using me ?
Why are men unkind to me ?
Why am I not good enough ?

Why am I unkind to myself to allow this ?
Why do I think I’m not good enough to go for a different kind of man ?
Why am I using myself to feel good for a moment and not a life time?
I’m so sorry self
I have been unkind to you