I wrote you a letter
And I pray that you stay
I hope you will read it
And you don’t go away

But it’s not up to me
It is your decision
I can not change your mind
Let me see your vision

I’ll have to respect it
But I didn’t agree
My heart is in pieces
Why didn’t you warn me

I’m under water
and it’s forcing me down
My lungs are filled with sorrow
You ruined my idea of a wedding gown

This might sound stupid
But it felt unusually cruel
I want to drown
Oh why must I be such a fool

Why must my happiness
depend on you
When yours are a shade of blue
And here I thought I was trough