Jul 2013
I'm a girl.
probably my biggest sin.
but how am i responsible for it?
sometimes parents just dont seem to get that a girl needs to have things done her own way as well.
not that the teachings and prohibitions work.maybe they could just softly tell.
alas! they dont.
they just wont.
wont ever understand.
why?
because they are experienced.
Seriously?
*******.
How much we suffer,when they out of anger spill out the words they actually had inside them.?
"Would've been better if you die" "cant tolerate mishaps" "never ever try doing this" " our Respect comes first" and stuff
What about me?
when i am the one who is the reason behind insult.
am i also not the one being insulted?
or is it just the parents.all the time?
NO.
Just not.
but who'd ever listen?
nobody.
even friends wont.
friends wont always hear you crib.not always.they'd probably drop out.
or in one way or another, rant themselves and wont listen.
so left with just?
ourselves.our lonely souls.the fate that *****.unlucky us.
thats what happens.
happens to me.
all the time.
maybe you too.
but who cares?
Nobody.
you get grounded for every minute stuff that goes wrong.
harsh words.
we face.
harsh meanings.
we imbibe.
harsh feelings.
we succumb.
harsh parents.
WE accept.
but us?will anybody please listen.
please listen to me?
I have nobody to actually talk to.
tears run down with the speed of a train.
you tryna not to.
showing how strong you're.
making yourself believe you can.
you can fight.
surely can.
after a minute.
You go . Inside the washroom.
or probably its your pillows you wet.
scream like crazy
that why you?
why did god gave such an unfortunate blessing.
parents like them?
Nobody answers.
still.
except the vicious,devils inside you.
screaming out loud
"DIE is the solution"
but no.you're strong enough to say yourself that NO.
I've something more to do.
Tell him?
too embarrassed.
to confess.
on how your folks treat you bad.
they say they love you.
but.they are actually doing everything that any other parent'd have done.
nothing too great.
but who'll listen?
NONE.
talk to myself.
ignore my folks.
act crazy.
act like you're dumb.
listen more.
any which way you try to opt.
you suffer.
only you.maybe many like you.
But who can? listen to...
All of us?
All our hurt?
All our pain?
NONE
probably my biggest sin.
but how am i responsible for it?
sometimes parents just dont seem to get that a girl needs to have things done her own way as well.
not that the teachings and prohibitions work.maybe they could just softly tell.
alas! they dont.
they just wont.
wont ever understand.
why?
because they are experienced.
Seriously?
*******.
How much we suffer,when they out of anger spill out the words they actually had inside them.?
"Would've been better if you die" "cant tolerate mishaps" "never ever try doing this" " our Respect comes first" and stuff
What about me?
when i am the one who is the reason behind insult.
am i also not the one being insulted?
or is it just the parents.all the time?
NO.
Just not.
but who'd ever listen?
nobody.
even friends wont.
friends wont always hear you crib.not always.they'd probably drop out.
or in one way or another, rant themselves and wont listen.
so left with just?
ourselves.our lonely souls.the fate that *****.unlucky us.
thats what happens.
happens to me.
all the time.
maybe you too.
but who cares?
Nobody.
you get grounded for every minute stuff that goes wrong.
harsh words.
we face.
harsh meanings.
we imbibe.
harsh feelings.
we succumb.
harsh parents.
WE accept.
but us?will anybody please listen.
please listen to me?
I have nobody to actually talk to.
tears run down with the speed of a train.
you tryna not to.
showing how strong you're.
making yourself believe you can.
you can fight.
surely can.
after a minute.
You go . Inside the washroom.
or probably its your pillows you wet.
scream like crazy
that why you?
why did god gave such an unfortunate blessing.
parents like them?
Nobody answers.
still.
except the vicious,devils inside you.
screaming out loud
"DIE is the solution"
but no.you're strong enough to say yourself that NO.
I've something more to do.
Tell him?
too embarrassed.
to confess.
on how your folks treat you bad.
they say they love you.
but.they are actually doing everything that any other parent'd have done.
nothing too great.
but who'll listen?
NONE.
talk to myself.
ignore my folks.
act crazy.
act like you're dumb.
listen more.
any which way you try to opt.
you suffer.
only you.maybe many like you.
But who can? listen to...
All of us?
All our hurt?
All our pain?
NONE
when your parents ground you just cause of some silly, mad reason and in turn you just listen them yelling at you.with those tears running down.but you tryna hide them.showing you're strong.you'll cope up.but inside.you are screaming like crazy.
