Happy makes its tracks searing, one hundred and twelve degrees shower streams to skin and from the corners of my eyes to my jaw. It gathers in droplets atop the jaded pink tiles that droop along my bathroom walls. It condenses in distance between us and words, and splashes from my cheeks to kiss the floor. It bounces off my bedroom wall, echoing, slurred like dying art - it hits me, head on, brings me to my knees and burns the carpet below. You make me so happy, darling: I'd never lie about that.