Feb 2021
It was an odd start with my anxious heart
But I figured I'd be seeing you so I won't fall apart
Time went by and all I did was stare at you
It's one of the usual things that I loved to do
But then, without a clue, you brought me to the library
Still can't believe I'm spending time with you casually
We talked, shared laughs, you smiled, and an my heart skipped a beat
I always dreamt of reliving those moments on repeat
Then you pulled out your phone and started drawing
Showed me three letters I didn't know the meaning
Then I saw you shaking a little and I instantly knew
But I'm still awestruck because it was a dream come true
I read "YES" and I don't know what to make of it
I didn't want to assume but I'm certain how fast my heart beat
And in the midst of my denial you assured me
We're officially together and my mind's screaming internally
We held hands and I couldn't say a thing
Words won't come out because I'm still processing
I don't even know if there are words that would suffice
But I know I am the happiest man, and no one can tell me otherwise
As we walked home doing our usual routine
I just can't contain the joy and contentment I have within
I remembered all the times we were together
And the moments we shared that I'll treasure forever
I silently promised I will never leave you on your own
And to always keep you happy and never make you feel alone
As we bid our goodbyes that unforgettable night
I kept thinking about us even after you faded from my sight
Now a year has passed and still to this day
That was still a promise I can never throw away
Today I commemorate that fragment of my being
But this time with tears of sadness and depression creeping
Because I have lost you despite of my efforts to keep you from leaving
As I struggle to remember who I was before you broke me
I am forced to live and accept the horrible reality
Why did you have to leave when everything's okay
The blissful moments we had you casually threw away
As I wish to reminisce the days when you were mine
Let me treasure the memories on the day before valentine
But I figured I'd be seeing you so I won't fall apart
Time went by and all I did was stare at you
It's one of the usual things that I loved to do
But then, without a clue, you brought me to the library
Still can't believe I'm spending time with you casually
We talked, shared laughs, you smiled, and an my heart skipped a beat
I always dreamt of reliving those moments on repeat
Then you pulled out your phone and started drawing
Showed me three letters I didn't know the meaning
Then I saw you shaking a little and I instantly knew
But I'm still awestruck because it was a dream come true
I read "YES" and I don't know what to make of it
I didn't want to assume but I'm certain how fast my heart beat
And in the midst of my denial you assured me
We're officially together and my mind's screaming internally
We held hands and I couldn't say a thing
Words won't come out because I'm still processing
I don't even know if there are words that would suffice
But I know I am the happiest man, and no one can tell me otherwise
As we walked home doing our usual routine
I just can't contain the joy and contentment I have within
I remembered all the times we were together
And the moments we shared that I'll treasure forever
I silently promised I will never leave you on your own
And to always keep you happy and never make you feel alone
As we bid our goodbyes that unforgettable night
I kept thinking about us even after you faded from my sight
Now a year has passed and still to this day
That was still a promise I can never throw away
Today I commemorate that fragment of my being
But this time with tears of sadness and depression creeping
Because I have lost you despite of my efforts to keep you from leaving
As I struggle to remember who I was before you broke me
I am forced to live and accept the horrible reality
Why did you have to leave when everything's okay
The blissful moments we had you casually threw away
As I wish to reminisce the days when you were mine
Let me treasure the memories on the day before valentine
