I don't know what to do and am just still
But I pretend to get through and keep moving

This is just another day
Or any other sultry night

A little shame a little regret
A heart full of pain left by the deleted love

I have to forgive myself, I have to heal,
For life is going to cause many more injuries

I just can't seem to find the strength
I feel my soul collapsing and become weaker

I don't hate you, nor am I allowed to say
I am lost for words and on mute

So once again I am reminded of being unwanted
The silence of my soul conveys its acceptance

I and my loneliness are back so close
It sure is rejoicing for nothing can keep us apart

I resign and I succumb
To this numbing pain and give up the struggle