I haven’t been held by anyone for a long time I’m beginning to wonder if I have been held by anyone ever at all and how many things I used to have that I now miss more than anything in the world like being held and being kissed and if any of those things have ever actually existed. Lonely refrigerator. Tap water over hard boiled eggs. Ice cubes sliding down your shirt. Being pushed off of a very tall building, everything must serve a purpose I guess.