Sometimes I just wanna cease existing
To just float away
Free of all pain
Free of insecurities
Free of responsibilities
I won’t need to answer back to anyone
No more deadlines
No more living with my horrible self
No more guilt
I wish I could delete myself off my life
And then re-install the updated version
A happy girl who always smiles
A real smile
A girl who has true friends
A girl who has her life all together
A girl who sleeps at night without crying
Tomorrow I will be that girl
And the thought that I wanna cease existing
Would never cross my mind