im "the happy friend"
the "happy friend" isnt supposed to rely on drugs for happiness
the "happy friend" isnt supposed to wake up everyday, and wish they still were dreaming
the "happy friend" isnt supposed to be the mediator of family fights
the "happy friend" isnt supposed to avoid looking at themselves at certain angles
the "happy friend" isnt supposed to constantly suck in their tummy- making sure they're still paper thin
the "happy friend" isnt supposed to lay in bed- tears welling in their eyes
the "happy friend" isnt supposed to feel the constant weight of the universe resting on their chest
why would i feel that
after all
i am the "happy friend"