I thought we had something time passed by, I realized that something turned out to be nothing It felt so crushing I felt like jumping. Falling then crashing
with all that pain not many are capable of getting back up. Yet I managed to find my way around the cup.
Actually all I just did was whimper, suffer, and linger Until one day this light I saw started to glimmer That’s when I realized my world was getting dimmer It then occurred to me that the light was a path for a sinner to once again become a beginner.
Once again I am back at the top Will I suffer the same mistakes? Or will I pull the breaks and make a full stop. I am in my room staring at my desktop all day, nonstop. We talked all day, for what feels like an eternity I don’t remember the details but whatever we talked about, It was funny.
All these memories feel bittersweet, The pain it stabs me with knowing I didn’t try And the fun we had together always makes me wanna cry
I see two birds outside, I stare at them adoringly This euphoric atmosphere generically makes me feel kind of comfy, Like the love I thought I gained through superficial Superiority.
It’s so funny how oblivious I became with one emotion, Jacked filled witch ecstasy it’s certainly beautiful. I worked tirelessly for something that doesn’t exist, I am this close to shattering my sanity. Oh the absurdity. something so beautiful can never cause any harm right? Surely something this pleasant can’t be capable of creating such adversities.
But oh the larceny My precious heart that you took from me. Even though you didn’t, I still felt the pain. Do you know how it feels being ******* with chains?
I wish I could tell you this but I can’t If I did all my thoughts would form a knot like a plant My mouth would stutter for every word Honestly Our talk would have looked absurd You’d just look into my face and just say “your a disgrace”
You may think that I’m a coward for not confessing But Im just a flowered phanter waiting for a blessing
If only a perfect moment can just happen Maybe I’ll start off with placing my hand onto your head Then staring into your sparkling eyes And saying I love you With a slow deep sigh
If only that could happen then I’d be glad God knows you would too. But such things rarely happen We flew high in the sky with our waxed wings But I’m afraid we soared too high
We were the captain’s of our own flights Yet no one made the order to make things right Up high in the sky, away from the crowds surrounded with bright white clouds
Do you Ever just wonder why we made these things? Did it just appear? Or did we somehow make it? These wings that cling onto our backs Making us feel like kings of a village with springs.
No matter how much I write into this poem It will never change the fact that I’m always alone I had hoped that things could continue for us But it’s over now, there is nothing to discuss I wish to adjust my point of view on this And hopefully have the guts to find more trust On love. Farewell my waifu. Sincerely, your random otaku
Sniff* sniff* I didn’t know she was a trap. Aaaaaaaaaaaaa why u du dis to me TvT